6:00 am, a loud scream and a thump that shakes the house, one hole in the wall, help me!, 2 trips to the ER, 2 paramedic rides ($$$), neighbors wake up, homeless people, lots of laundry, fixing bathrooms, waiting rooms, taking the edge off, 5 grand mal seizures, two cat scans, one EEG, twenty five or more temporal seizures, Vicoden, Keppra, no good news, what if, emergency brain surgery again?, no. Hours of driving, smiling, flowers, bring her home, something is still wrong, pictures of Jared, more screaming, nightmares, sleep deprivation, early release, hospital cafeteria, no parking, missing work too many times, bills piling up, heart ra